Posts Tagged ‘friends’

Hey there. I’m a teen, who has and currently is fighting with depression. You might be like, “Wow this kid’s an emo.” I don’t cut myself. I’ve wanted to, but other things have gone through my head that I’ve almost done that I’m not too fond of. My friends are doing the best they can to help me through it, and I appreciate their help so much. But, sometimes, it doesn’t help. It actually makes me more depressed. Trust me, on the outside, if you saw me you would totally say I’m the happiest guy you know. But what you don’t see, is the stuff I feel on the inside. I have the best friends you could possibly have. They’ve helped me through so much, and there’s a lot more to come. Some of my friends have dealt with depression before, so we work side-by-side to help me through it. Music although, I’ve got to say has helped me the most. I listen to a Christian radio station honestly every day. But still, I’m up to anything that will help me. I’m kind of glad that not many people know I’m depressed, because I’m scared of what they would think of me. I’m scared that I might lose any more friends. I don’t get bullied at school or anywhere. Ha ha honestly, I don’t even know why I’m depressed. Crazy, right? But it’s still life to me. It’s even a nightmare some days. I mean you know, you usually get teased like they’re just playing around. I don’t mind that. Actually, I think I’m quite popular. I have a bunch of friends, and they support me so much. So, that’s basically my life. At least, through middle school.